Do I count myself more grateful at 12,
or at 32?
Is the pressing of time like water against a dam?
Oh, but I can drift backwards
into the fullness of the ripening earth
beneath my boots,
the rank tang of ammonia in the barn,
the scent of aging hay in the sun,
the heavy shunt of horse-breath
clouding my face
under the stars of an early spring.
One day, before you die,
you may stop worrying and know love.
So- will I emerge more of a contradiction at 32,
or at 52?
there is a hunger now-
for the trophy, not the food)
I find I’m beating the claws of this world off,
taking note of what bleeds most,
at everyone’s rushing,
at everyone’s talking,
the endless documentation of ourselves
and all we claim to care for.
Do you all fear death that much?
Are you running from the dark?
Or from the light?
a diet high in clocks increases your risk of heart attack
talk to your doctor
Hopefully, at 72,
I won’t find in me the demon-
I am called Legion;
if I’m lucky, instead,
something of Whitman-
I contain multitudes.